Since I finished work, I'll admit, I haven't really known what to do with myself.
I thought this break would be just what I'd need and that I'd be enjoying every minute of it. Instead, I just want to get back to college! I want a reason to get up in the morning. And as funny as it may sound, I'm really happy that I'm so bored.
Leaving college the first time made me doubt some things about myself. But now my boredom is proof in itself-I'm more ready to live like an adult than I'd realized! I need work to do. I need a schedule and a goal and something to concentrate on. It's so ... reassuring.
Now I'll just need to be reminded of this when I'm trying to figure out how to get all my work done in college! :-)